I think part of it is that I have lost some motivation to learn sign language. Don't get me wrong, I still really want to learn how to sign, I just have been so stressed with all my other commitments that I haven't spent as much time as I should on the project. I totally love the idea of the 20-Time project, but feel like it's adding some more stress to my already hectic schedule because it's just one more thing I need to worry about.
So, being the problem solver that I am, I'm not just going to focus on the problem, but also a solution. In order to fix my lack of motivation, I'm going to amend my goal a little bit. Instead of putting a time limit on my conversation, I just would like to learn some common words and phrases. Those words and phrases will help me to hopefully have a conversation with someone in the future, but if I don't right away, I'm okay with that. After talking with Ms. Hechlik and bouncing ideas off each other, I've come to the conclusion that my goal isn't just learning how to sign, but rather, learning about the deaf community, the struggles they face, and how they have overcome these struggles. All that I've learned so far, from the videos I've watched, the book I'm reading, and meeting with my mentor, have helped me to understand some of the struggles, and hopefully, I'll learn some more.
Also, I'm going to try to watch a motivational video every week; whether it be a TED Talk, or some other random video that will help me focus on my goals. Hopefully these videos will also help me feel less stressed and like I'm some crazy person who's always running around doing tasks that don't really matter.
Also, I'm going to try to watch a motivational video every week; whether it be a TED Talk, or some other random video that will help me focus on my goals. Hopefully these videos will also help me feel less stressed and like I'm some crazy person who's always running around doing tasks that don't really matter.
Along with the videos, I'm going to try to spend one extra night a week trying to learn some more sign language. One of my commitments, that took up a lot of my time, just ended, so I have a night a week where I don't have anything scheduled. During this time I hope to spend time either watching videos to motivate me, or working on my sign language skills.
Here's the first video I watched:
This video is about the anonymous extraordinaries in life who work hard for their goals, without seeking recognition for the tasks they completed. It's a great reminder to continue doing the small things in life that make you happy, or even better, that make others happy.
Here's to hoping my motivation comes back!
Piper
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If you have any tips about how to stay motivated, feel free to drop a comment and let me know! :)
I absolutely love that we share the motivation to never give up!:) I feel like your new goal shows more the definition of 20-time. It is giving you time to do something you always wanted to do. Also learning about you, and your topic as well!!
ReplyDeleteA tip for stress: set one small goal each day. You'd be amazed what you can get done. Thanks for this honest and detailed blog post.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the tip! :)
DeleteThanks for the tip! :)
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